All I want to do is sleep. ‘Cuz life in my head makes me much happier than reality.
Now THIS is the best Let It Go cover I’ve seen. Mashed up with Vivaldi’s “Winter” by The Piano Guys. Amazing.
Ok, so I’m officially back from the medical mission / vacation and well, it sucks. It’s been raining practically every day since I’ve been back. I’ve been sick. I’m missing having people to talk to and spend time with. I miss boxing. Reality blows and if something doesn’t happen soon, I am really scared I’m going start spiraling downwards and I really don’t want that.
I really don’t know why I hate it here so much. I mean, sure, there are some great things about the bay area. I guess I just hate that everyone I love, everyone that I want to hang out with, and most of my family/friends live somewhere else. So it makes me wonder, is it worth it to have a decent life but be miserable 75% of the time?
Medical mission in Iriga City, Bicol and some family time. See you in a month!
In the first two months of 2014, I am scheduled to ride 10 planes. Two down, and the third one is tomorrow. My friend texted me a little while ago asking if I was done packing and I said, “Probably 75%.” Still a few errands tomorrow and last minute things to organized, but I have plenty of time. At least this time, I don’t have two finals to go to hours before my flight. Haha.
What makes this exciting (and scary) is that I’ve been planning this for about a year now. I’m joining the PMAM’s Medical Mission to Iriga City, Bicol. I’ve been on one before, but I was younger and pretty much just greeted people. This time, I’ll be helping out and hopefully, making a difference. Especially now that I spend my nights with homework from Tito Gilbert. Study up daw on thyroid, hernia, cysts and suturing.
The scary part is, when I come back stateside, I no longer have any plans. I mean, I don’t know what to do with the rest of the year, much less, my life. *sigh* I guess we’ll see. One step at a time. Wish me luck.